Holding on, or letting go?

"It hurts, Corazon!! I'm not a human anymore..." -Young Law

I tried to depict the adult Law in an internal conflict over whether he should hold on to his childhood or to let go of it but I don't know if it worked haha xD His story is just so tragic...I don't how I feel about it to be honest: it's so sad but so happy at the same time.

I used my new pencils for this...and my dip pen. I've been using my dip pen a lot haha